grandchildren

i am sitting here at abby's house watching a beautiful baby sleep. baby's are a miracle. they make you feel good when you don't. just hearing their excited voices over the phone after a fun vacation to disneyworld.( the pa despain gang) is all it takes to keep me going. i have been feeling kind of down this week,wondering if i am going to have a sinus infection the rest of my life, and also wondering if it will ever stop snowing...i know i shouldn't complain as i have come so far...so on to the babies where you get a sense of hope and peace. i know that someday my sinuses will dry up and the sun has to come out sometime...so as i watch jake stretch and start to wake up i can picture him this summer rolling down our hill in the backyard and watching taylor,jack,hogan and luke playing baseball. it's a lovely picture.